My last day as a freshmen in Poly, only had my CDS class today (Calculus End-of-semester test). It is already such a spoiler to have a test on the last day of school. Worst still, it is 30%, the heaviest component of the whole subject.

It was not supposed to be so bad, I thought. Like I always tell my friends around me, " Calculus isn't hard at all, it's one of the easiest to score. As long as you get the answer, you get the marks, you can't go wrong!"

Now, I totally feel like taking back that sentence. I gotta pray so hard for leeways or things like error-carry-forward marks. Never did I expect that I could not do more than half the paper! I SWEAR, MORE THAN HALF THE PAPER!! Is like, that's the end of me. The chances to pass it seems fully dependent on miracles or it won't succeed.

Here's the problem, since this darn component is the heaviest 30%, if I fail the paper, am i going to fail my CDS? I seriously can't imagine that, failing Maths again? How hard had I worked in the past so that I ensure myself totally out of the 'fail zone' and now I'm gonna fail my Maths again? Besides, not only will my average GPA be gone forever, it will be my first fail ever in Poly, and seriously a stupid subject to fail. Cause is CDS! I chose it thinking that it was my forte and yet I still failed it????!!!!!

What on earth is it coming to???!!!