"To be, or not to be ; That's a question"

This famous quote from William Shakespeare has been etched in my memory ever since the first time I heard about it, particularly from a Taiwanese Drama, KO One. Ever since then, I got no idea why, I felt very strongly in this quote.

Indeed, one can choose what he or she wants to or not want to. It all seems to lie in a black and white area? I must say that not all are black and white - there might be situations where both choices are both bad or perhaps the two choices are good ones? Generally, as a Libra-ian who has strong sense of balance in my personality, I usually classify them as black and white. Fair and just. Even so, things aren't always as simple as they seem. Maybe because there is always a fine line in between choices, in my words, I will call them the 'grey area'. They are always neither here nor there. It's like no matter if you choose or not choose, it will still have sacrifices, or it will just feel wrong...

Well, after ranting so much, these are just sudden thoughts that came to me and I decided to blogged it here. Also, I realised that I haven't been doing much fruitful things recently. I hope that's not the reason for me thinking too much and feeling more and more emo. Better get something meaningful to do to keep my mind from thinking these negative things, they're really torturous to my brain and my heart. They arouse great complexities of feelings and tons of negative thoughts. Add these 2 together and you will get - insomnia. And that definitely explains my grouchiness for the poor sleep quality I had. Pity I wasn't cranky, if not I would be feeling so excited and hyped up. At least it will be a much more positive me...