I can no longer tell if things are happening due to coincidences or He really existed. Well, the Bible states that He does, and stories proved that too. But I will always wonder that was so, so long ago, who exactly have seen him and how were they sure that things happened that way based on the evidences people found.

However, it is simply creepy. Many of my greedy requests are being answered gradually. It just felt so amazing that it actually happened hours after I prayed for it. I was like OMG, it actually happened?! Yea, it is simply so, unbelievable...

Much as I wanted to convince myself with logic that is just my own thinking that is making me think of such stuff, honestly speaking, I am really starting to belief...