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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
See the Light
Slept at 4am during the previous night thanks to insomnia again. It was so uncomfortable when I woke up, despite that I slept for approximately 9 hours.

Well, have been having weird dreams recently. Wonder if is happening because I've been thinking too much subconsciously or what. Seriously, weird. Like how I dreamt myself in a typical classroom having tests, doing some pretty weird stuff elsewhere, even running for my life in situations of gunshots. Then, I keep having this repetitive dreams about this guy, whom I can never see the face. I felt like we are couples doing all the romantic stuff, but again, I never get to see his face...

That's all on the some parts of my dreams which I remembered having. Shall bring myself back to the remarkable time I woke up.

Very much like those movies, whereby the wizards and witches snapped their fingers and something happened. Opened my eyes and there it is! I finally thought through something!

Everyone can choose the positive or negative side. No matter how negative the situation is, stay happy, stay positive. That will be a new drive to change whatever one is trying to change. If there is no actions done, there can never be a change. For the very least, this new gush of positive energy is so much better than staying negative. Staying negative is very destructive I must say. Can imagine - keep on complaining on the same stuff, unhappy with anyone and everyone. Worst still, the moaning gets them nowhere new but at the same spot where things will just keep repeating itself, getting the person more and more depressed, more and more dissatisfied with the world...

We shall and must get over the bad things and start to work on the good ones. Perhaps, with the new motivation and enthusiasm, new possibilities might occur. No one can tell what's going to happen, and thus the cliche saying "You never know." If the outcomes are good, it means one has succeeded. In fact, it may be start a new story continuing from the success, such as reaching an even higher level of gameplay. But if it is bad, yea, it kinda sucks I guess. Still, it is an experience, a lesson learnt.

Whether it may be good or bad, at least I could tell myself, " I tried."

PS: I know what I just typed sounded very much like a speech. But the idea of these coming to my mind when I woke up, I still find it incredible. It was just so sudden and random.

But before I end off the post, tons of thanks to Marcus.

He gave me this idea and has been listening to me so much for the past few days when I kept beating about the same bush. Nevertheless, thanks for being there! You were a really a great advisor:)

9:19 PM By Tan Yi Ling Eileen