Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Dad is effing anal
Sometimes, I do hope, I do not have parental love...I know I will yearn for it, just like how i envied Quan Feng with his mum, so heartwarming, so cosy..The trust amongst them is amazing...If only my dad is willing to trust people that much, pity that he doesn't..And his skeptism and distrust is driving everyone in the house nuts..Is like, the cliche analogy of kite-flying, the tighter you hold on, the faster it will snap.
He seems to be desperately trying to grab on the family, but the grab is so tight on us that we are running away. It is getting too strong for us that we wanna escape..
Dear Lord,
I'm not sure if this is too much to ask for, because I admit I havent been good these days. But I pray that you can help my dad in relieving, his grasp on us is seriously too much for us to take. I pray that he will learn to loosen up and set the family free. I pray that you will bless everyone in the family happiness and freedom.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen
5:22 AM By Tan Yi Ling Eileen
