It is not supposed to be finally since time is passing real fast when one enters Poly. Perhaps I have lost interest in studies for now, and I am daunted by projects because it is severely interfering my time spent to build my career. Once again, my career and academics is thrown off balance...

Year 2 is a total hell of me. I didn't like the modules at all. I really think that I chose the wrong course and wrong electives. Maybe is the people, really miss the times spent together with Yi Ting, Monica and Ting Ke. Unlike now, everything seem to be only sadness and negativity. Would things be better if I chose Chinese Newswriting as my elective? Or even will my entire Poly life be changed if I chose a Diploma in Business?

So far, I can only say, I am really enjoying myself in VE. There is so much to be learnt there. Life lessons. Sometimes, yea there are stress here and there, like working real hard for sales. There are times whereby I felt like breaking down and crying. But is the people there. See, the people make so much difference. They each have their past, and I really respect them for their determination and how they come this far in VE. Seriously, everyone of them have like countless of scars behind their backs. Nevertheless, they refuse to admit defeat. They chose to continue and move on, be it in life or in career. Frankly speaking, they are my role models to follow.

May July pass quickly so that my sem 2.1 is over and done with!! I don't want to drag this year. I want August to come fast so that I can focus more time in VE!!! But still, I pray that I can successfully clear all my modules this year. Failing the audio pro skills test made me lose confidence and become a pessimist completely.