And this day, 27 July 2010, I was still panicking about how to hit MM initially, because I was left with 2000 PV to clear. Thus, I wanted to approach my neighbour for help.

However, whilst I was in school, Mr Adrian called me and wanted to meet me in Pasir Ris before my appointment (I wanted to surprise visit my neighbour again). When I meet Mr Adrian in Pasir Ris, he rode me back to Tampines, not to visit my neighbour, but Quan Feng (my supposedly downline)

Thus, it was another appointment, another lesson - converting recruitment to personal sales. Everytime with him is always a new lesson learnt for the day...Yepps, and Mr Adrian didn't fail me again, he did it. He closed 2 Singles and 1 O3 with Quan Feng's mum.

That is how I became a Marketing Manager...

After the appointment, as we were walking, he asked me, "Eh, Eileen, MM already eh. How you feeling?"

I kept quiet, and gave a small forced smile....

Honestly speaking, sometimes I really hoped that Mr Adrian will failed me. Even if is once, is alright too. I felt that I owed him too much. There he is fighting so hard for us, here I am not putting in my best effort. All I was thinking was to run away from reality.

Again, this time. If not for Mr Adrian, I would not become a Marketing Manager. It wasn't even my fight, not even my utmost effort. Seriously, I owe all this to him...

Subsequently, many PP people asked me the same question, "Miss Eileen, MM already, how you feel?"

Logically speaking, I should have gave a wide smile and answered, "Yes, I'm finally an MM!" or maybe something like, "Yea, finally MM already!" But no, this is not a glory victory. I wasn't happy that I became a MM like that. This was suppose to be meant for Mr Adrian, not me. I don't deserve this.

All I could do, is smile awkwardly and forcefully, not knowing what to answer...

Sometimes, I do think, I rather Mr Adrian and Ms Sherry fail me at times, or perhaps hurt me or make me go through some rough patches. I really owe them too much, and I doubt that I can return them enough.

Really Thank You to you two, my dearest Mr Adrian and Ms Sherry.