First, it is the never-ending projects. They just kept piling up. Well, if I didn't have to work, things might have been much better for me. But, it is impossible for me not to work, cause I desperately needed money. It is seriously tough to manage both at the same time, is extremely draining, be it physically or mentally.

Secondly, it is VE. Yes, another mention about VE again. But oh well, is my time management problem actually. I am supposed to be promoted long ago. But i keep getting stuck at my position. Last time was SA, now is SE...When will I ever get to earn my passive income and car??? :(

More downlines are coming in and they are climbing much faster than me. The feeling sure is awful..SUPER AWFUL.. Really feel like crying and giving up. But I know I can't. I want my car, I want to prove to my family that MLM is a do-able thing.

Thirdly, this is the aggravating factor. My paternal grandma has shifted in my house. Gotta share a room with my sis again. And, that means, have to allocate more time for my family. Be prepared anytime for another family political fight. Gotta change my lifestyle habits to complement people in the house too...

I AM SERIOUSLY VERY STRESSED!! THE NEGATIVITY IS TOTALLY TOO MUCH FOR ME!!